>Sam,

>Did you pin Passion Julinsky's arms to the ground, and tell her "we are going to f..." [forcible rape]?

>Jane

Since you have raised that question on this forum, I have no choice but to respond here.

Since I had no sex of any kind with Passion Julinsey on that day, there was no question of forcible rape.

Light of My Life, Fire of My Loins, My Soul, My Passion

Also, I need to explain that we slept on the floor. She is from Thailand and in that country it is customary to sleep on the floor, so we adopted that custom here in America. We had padding and a thick carpet, but we were sleeping together on the floor.

I never got out of bed that morning. I was sleeping with her with my arm around her, when suddenly she started attacking me. Since I was still half asleep and not fully awake, I really do not remember what happened or what started this, and I wish I did.

What makes her case so strange is that she claimed in her court case that I had never had sex with her at all. In reality, we had been living together and sleeping in the same bed together almost every night for three months and had been having sex almost every day, usually in the mornings.

Does anybody who knows me really believe that I would live with a woman for three months and never have sex with her, especially a beautiful young girl like Passion Julinsey?

I still have the letters she wrote me in the first weeks after the incident in question. They were friendly and gave no hint of the trouble ahead. For example, her letter dated 25 Jan 1998 said: "Remember to take you vitamins. You need them to function properly." It was a total surprise when, one month later, without warning she had me arrested.

I was not proud of this incident and I certainly was not going to say anything about it, but she is heavily hooked into the Internet, which is how I found her, and she started sending bulk e-mails all over the world accusing me of various things. This left me no choice but to set up a web site telling my side of the story, as a way of defending myself, especially after I started receiving threatening letters from her prospective lovers and boyfriends.

What makes this case so hard for me is that the things she did are things which one would imagine that no woman would ever do, such as for example saying that she was sleeping with me only because of sex. A man will often say such a thing to a woman, but I do not believe that a woman often says that to a man.

I still have a mortal fear of her. I am constantly afraid that she will find some prospective lover or boyfriend and convince him to prove his love for her by doing some bodily harm to me.

She was a recent law school graduate with what seemed to be a brilliant career ahead of her. I was totally devoted to her and would have done absolutely anything she asked. Instead, she spent the next year attacking me. I have never been able to think of a reason why she did all this and I hope before I die to find out why she did.

Although I do not have any hopes or dreams of getting back with Passion, I would like very much for her to call off her war, which has been on for two and a half years now (it seems like a lot longer than that) and has not done either of us any good.

Sam Sloan

• Love Letters from Passion Julinsey to Sam
• Résumé of Passion Julinsey
• Passion Isara Julinsey
• Passion Presses Charges
• Complaint against Attorney Jon Fink
• Answer in Complaint against Attorney Jon Fink
• Reply in Complaint against Attorney Jon Fink
• Passion has the charges reinstated
• Passion's Zodiac Chart
• The "Crime Scene"
• Complaint against Attorney Robert Pritchard
• Threatening Letter from one of Passion's Boyfriends
• Another Threatening Letter from one of Passion's Boyfriends
• Love Letters from Passion to Sam
• Greyhound Bus Stole My Compaq Computer
• Jane's Little Black Dress